Statement From Carol Fisher After Release - May 14th
Statement from Carol Fisher Given at a public Speak Out! in Cleveland Heights May 13, 2006
(These remarks are slightly edited, in brackets)
Let’s get an assessment of what happened and where we go from here.
The first thing I want to say is: “The World Can’t Wait—Drive Out the Bush Regime!” And the reason why I’m saying that is because above all that is really what’s at issue here. Everything about this case and everything that happened from the moment I put those Bush Step Down posters up on the telephone poles and was assaulted by the police has all been about trying to intimidate people who are opposing this regime and doing whatever they can to step up in their way and turn this shit around and create a different future.
So we waged a hell of a battle to get to this point and its been incredibly inspiring from day one, because people were so outraged to see that this kind of thing can happen for the smallest example of someone speaking out against the Bush regime. And from there, I have determined and done all I could to steel myself to take a firm stand and refuse to apologize for anything and to say “I did nothing wrong—those police assaulted me”. In spite of all the slander, all the lies from the police, in spite of a trial that was filled with unbelievable bizarre stories from the police about all the things that I did to these cops when in fact the only hard evidence of any injury at all [to them] was three tiny little marks on one cop’s hand. And this is the truth that I am telling you here. Sometimes it’s hard to even believe that things have gotten to this point around this. As opposed to what the cops’ injuries were, my arms were bruised up and down, I had scrapes on my face, I was wounded on my mouth and not only that, humiliated in the hospital, being forced to undress in front of four male police officers, and then again humiliated and attacked over and over again, not only in the media, but also in the trial itself, where in the cross-examination, it was more of an interrogation that lasted two hours, where the prosecution was trying to trap me, and trying to make me lose my temper, and make me fit their profile of a crazy woman. And they didn’t get over with that.
In fact I think the trial itself was a real exposure of how desperately they are trying to whip up a very ridiculous and very conflicting story about what happened that day to cover over the fact that these cops have in general an intimidating attitude toward anybody who raises questions and that this particular cop had vengeance against me because of my anti-Bush stand, and they don’t want people to know that he actually did arrest me unlawfully. [And they are trying to cover over the truth that this case is highly political, it has everything to do with trying to suppress the movement to drive out the Bush regime] That’s the facts, very basically.
I want to tell you what happened that day when I got thrown into jail after the hearing. The reason why this hearing happened is because I sent a letter to the judge. I made a decision: I am not gonna comply with a psychiatric examination that the judge had ordered. I wasn’t gonna comply with the presentencing investigation. I was very very angry about the fact that it had come to this point where I was being forced to submit to a psychiatric examination to prove my sanity, when in fact none of this ever should have happened to me to begin with, and my sanity has nothing to do with it. This was part of their ongoing attempt to try to punish anybody who is protesting, to portray them as insane and throw them into a whole gamut of psychiatric evaluations and even imprisonment into mental institutions.
So I made that decision and I sent a letter to the judge and the judge was furious. In the hearing you heard some examples of the way he lashed out. He also said, after he read this T-shirt I’m wearing, “you are delusional if you think George Bush cares what you’re doing. He couldn’t care less, he’s much too busy with other things.” Well, I’m sorry, but we need to really understand the terms here. What we are doing—what all of us are doing, is definitely and absolutely causing them to tremble and quake in their boots. This whole movement of World Can’t Wait is the last thing that they want to see. People taking a firms stand in opposition to every level of repression that they are bringing down is the last thing they want people to be doing. A lot of people have been saying that Judge McGinty is a fool. He’s just a clown, he’s a nutcase. But the truth is that he concentrates everything that this regime is up to right now. And if you think about it, what he is doing is a whole lot like George Bush. He comes across like a stupid asshole. But when you look at what he’s saying and what he’s doing, and what his whole social base is up to, it’s extremely dangerous and it’s about everything that we oppose. That’s how we need to look at Judge McGinty.
I stood firm and I refused to submit to the psychiatric evaluation. It didn’t matter whether I said I will take your presentencing investigation or not, either way I was going to jail so I said screw it, I’m going, all right? And in I went, not knowing at that moment that he had also added on an order that I would be sent directly to the psych ward of the jail with a suicide watch. Okay so he’s already declaring me crazy regardless of any evaluation. So in I went to the psych pod. And I want to tell you some things about who I met and what went on there, later on.
Right now what I want to tell you is that the moment I walked in there, yet again, the stakes of the struggle became more intense, and the terms were more confusing and the battle went higher. Because they were all about making me submit to these tests. What they did when I went in there was they said, “you have to meet with these psychiatrists, or you’re going to be sent to North Coast Mental Institution for a 20 day evaluation.” A social worker there was practically begging with me, “You do not want to go there. You should try to talk to these people.”
So I thought about that. And at the moment, when I was in there and I was on my own, I have to say, and I am going to tell you straight out that I backed down right there. I said ok I am going to go talk to these psychiatrists. I want to be very honest with you about this, because it’s extremely serious that we all look very carefully at what’s important and where we need to draw the line, and why, at this point. And if we make a decision at a moment of confusion, or make a wrong move, it’s important to talk about that and to learn about it. To strengthen ourselves in the process. So here’s the thing: I convinced myself that if I can just have a minimal interview with these psychiatrists, then it’s better to do that than to go to a mental institution not knowing what kind of vulnerable position I would be put into.
And there’s two very important things I was forgetting right there. One is that we have set out on an important political battle right here by saying that these psych evaluations represent something extremely serious for the direction the country is headed in and it was right to draw a line and say No, no matter what the consequences. And it was wrong for me to think that I could negotiate my way through. Not because of my own safety but because this is an important symbolic struggle that’s represented right here, far beyond what the deal is with me. The second thing is, they are going to use whatever they did learn from me against me anyway. You know they will. [forgot a point I wanted to make here, actually the second very important thing. That point is: We will constantly be confronting pulls to go backward and settle on their terms. We have to struggle against the illusion that there is no other option that what they force on us, when in fact what is critical right now is to be rising to a whole new level that sets a different framework where people are demanding that this reactionary trajectory be stopped in its tracks and we take it on a whole new track to a different future.]
I hope people see what I am saying here. There are a lot of people who have said, “we were so concerned for your safety. It’s true that you were in a much more vulnerable position and we don’t know what they would do.” Even my daughter was saying, “I was so incredibly worried, and who is going to look out for you?” Here’s what I said to her, and I firmly believe this. What good is it for me to sacrifice my principles and have to live with that [in order to] come out unscathed, if actually what is being sacrificed is far more important? Okay, so now I understand that, I understand that much for firmly and I will go down on that, on this question or any other question where our future is at stake.
Let me tell you a little bit about these women that I met in the psych ward. Because another thing that people were saying to me is, “Aren’t you afraid to go to jail, you know, you don’t know who you’re going to end up having to... but you don’t know, you’re going to be in the mix with who knows who in there.” And the whole time I’m thinking about the potential of going to jail, and I know this judge wants me back in there, by the way. Because he says, “when you come to this sentencing, be prepared to apologize AND admit you’re wrong, or you’re going to jail, bring your toothbrush." So that’s what his intention is, let’s not be fooled. But when I was going in there this is what I was thinking: I’m not afraid of jail. I’m not concerned with who all I’m going to be interacting with because for the most part, I know, them’s my people in there.
And that actually is what I found when I got in. In fact these women, the minute I walked in were so sweet and caring and giving me a lot of tips, showing me the ropes. You know, “Oh, you’re in for felony assault, I know about that one, get thrown down on the sidewalk, yeah, yeah, the knee in the back, uh huh, happened to me too.” Sharing their stories with me. And of course some of the women in there genuinely were hardened criminals. Or genuinely did have some serious mental problems. But I would say 90% or 95% of them were actually either set up because they talked back to a cop, defied a cop, kicked ‘em in the shin, or they are serious victims of the system, having been brought up in an environment from a very young age, 10 or 11 years old in the inner city, surrounded by drugs and not knowing any other options. Okay so I don’t consider people like that criminals. And all of these women were dying to know, what are people doing out there? What other options are there, and there was a lot of struggle over praying to god for the solution vs. we gotta fight. And there was a very strong view in the prison of, “we’re all in this together”. Really talking to each other on that kind of level. I could go on and on, but it was extremely inspiring to me.
So here we are, and I’ve decided that my stepping back was not the right thing to do. But this battle continues, goddamn it, and we’re not gonna, and I am not gonna let this break me. And when we make mistakes, you gotta fuckin learn and move on. So I am going to go into that sentencing and I am going to be prepared to say “NO, I do NOT Apologize, I did nothing wrong, I am NOT crazy, and here’s my goddamn toothbrush!!
This is one part of the battle that people are fighting all across this country in one way or another and maybe people want to speak to some of that. The terms are getting more and more intense and it’s causing every one of us to really question how we can play the maximum possible role. And here I am, speaking from a megaphone and getting on the media and everything else, and despite what the judge says, no, I do not enjoy media attention. But I have had to challenge myself to get up and do this because it’s necessary. It’s the same for other people too, we all do need to be very honest about where we are coming from on this.
Here’s me, I’m a volunteer at Revolution Books. I’m a revolutionary communist. I think, and I am more convinced than ever, that what it’s going to need to come down to is a revolution. So that we the people can actually have state power. And think about this, really think about this: It is a true fact that we actually are capable of running society in a better way than they are. In a fundamentally [different] and far better way. And it is possible! And I will continue to struggle with people over that. But in the meantime I know that each and every person here and all those people across the country that are agonizing over these questions, trying to figure out what to do, from wherever they are coming from, I know that they all also have an important part to play. And I know that if it comes down to it and if this judge tries to continue to vilify me and label me as crazy, and throw me into a mental institution, then I can rely on the people out here to get me out – or to do the same for anybody else that this happens to. This is the kind of a movement that we need. And this is the kind of people that we need to become. All of us, leaders, developing a widespread, historic, mass initiative that creates a political climate and a culture of change, and rebellion, and opposition, and questioning, and a whole bright new future.
DC Counterinaugural Update
 As the capitalist parasites spend $47 million plus of money they never labored to earn, holding their inaugural festival in a spectacle reminiscent of Marcus Crassus - the Roman Triumvir who lost it all in HIS invasion of Iraq - outbreaks of Resistance are planned on the parade route and across the U.S.
Read Dr. Susan Block's hard core polemic,
a message from some Akron workers
to shake things up on Inauguration Day, a list from NION of lots of things you can do to mark the day, a message to our website from DAWN (DC Anti War Network), and a great idea from Katha Pollitt and Jennifer Baumgardner to "honor" Bush by making a donation to the National Network of Abortion Funds. Oh! The Donations, the corporate donations! The wonderful "The New Standard" covers them with "Bush Inaugural to Ride High on Unregulated Corporate Donations" by Catherine Komp.
Also announced are the Women's March & Funeral Procession from NION, the Call for an Anti-Authoritarian Bloc by the NYC Counter-Inaugural Cluster, and the Independent Media Convergence
announced by the DC Media Coalition. There's lots more!
Take the Bus to D.C. From Kent,
Akron, or Cleveland . If you can't go, give the sponsors some of your hard-earned money to help someone else go in your place.
If you can't go protest in CLEVELAND: Public Square at 4PM or AKRON: Noontime gathering at Federal Building, Main and Market street.
DC Indymedia | Counter-inaugural 2005 (anarchist) | Counter Inaugural (ANSWER) | Turn Your Back on Bush |
DAWN (DC Anti War Network)
STOP THE WAR AGAINST IRAQ Northeast Ohio Rally Saturday Noon, Cleveland Thru the snow flurries, one hundred and thirty-three people made the march from Market Square, across the Detrot Superior Bridge, to Public Square in protest of the ongoing US war of occupation against Iraq. The pre-march rally at Market Square included satirical "Christmas Carols" against the war and the Bush dementistration which the crowd joined in loudly. The march proceeded with Earth Flags flying. After a very brief rally at Public Square, what was to have been a "public speak out' was turned into a spiritied march inside Tower City right through the merchandising hell where throngs of shoppers could see it.
Photos of the Action | Account and Message From NOAC
Rally for Families of Missing Children and Adults
December 4 Saturday
1:00 pm
Memorial Wall / Wall of Sorrows
14770 Euclid Avenue
According to the Annual Report on Missing Children in Ohio, in 2003 out of 245 cases recorded, 213 children were reported recovered. This figure represents all recovered/located cases reported to the Clearinghouse staff by law enforcement, other agencies, or parents.
Too much time passes after a child is reported missing, television and newpapers can be utilized during the crucial first 48 hours of time this person is missing by posting the mssing persons image and information.
The sooner it becomes publicized the better the chance for recovery of the missing person before great harm may be done.
"I don't know if there's a new policy at the TV stations or the newspapers, but no one seems interested in covering stories about our children being murdered and the need to stop the rise in these murders..." Judy Martin
[ Read Full Article ]
Cleveland 5 / Chief Wahoo
The case of the "Cleveland 5", accused of burning an effigy of "Chief Wahoo" outside Jacobs Field in 1998, goes before the Ohio Supreme Court.
If this arrest is upheld, "Chief Wahoo" will have more protection than the American Flag.
Read the Letter
Report from Saturday's march and rally
On Saturday about 80 people joined together to march in protest of the war and occupation of Iraq.
About noon you could hear the drums beating as the
Anti-Authoritarian feeder march began the path down Lorain Ave. from West 44th St. to the rally point at Market Square on the corner of 25th St. and Lorain.
Several speakers presented at the rally. The NOAC sponsored march began after the rally, winding down the streets mostly, sometimes herded onto the sidewalks by the police escorting the march. No arrests were made. No police violence was reported, although surveillance was in effect by unmarked cars and undercover persons on foot.
Despite the cold weather the march and rally had a good community gathering.
The Anti-Authoritarian feeder march included several persons from the Pittsburgh Organizing Group.
POG
Throughout the day the drum beats from the brigade kept the energy up.
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more info
Read stories about the Nov. 16 rally and feeder march from last year: "Whose Streets? OUR STREETS! Whose Bridge? OUR BRIDGE!"
"1000 People Take to Streets, Oppose War in Iraq"
Over 1000 Cleveland area peace activists and others concerned with looming war & continued aggression against the people of Iraq took to the streets today in opposition to US policies at home and abroad. Protest took the form of two lively marches and a rally on Public Square. Video Footage [ Full Story | Pictures | Anti-Imperialist Bloc]
By this reporter's memory, this was the largest October 22nd Protest Against Police Brutality in Cleveland History! For the first time, demonstrators took to the streets WITHOUT police escort. Maybe the establishment is starting to reconsider "free speach" or maybe they're just being cool and playing it safe, at any rate... [ Full story | Video | Pictures]
Peace activists in Northeast Ohio continue weekly peace vigils in Akron, Cleveland, and Kent. As President Bush's desire to attack Iraq grows, Akron has just marked one full year of weekly vigils and Kent's vigils continue to grow in size.
With recent demonstrations in Cincinnati during Bush's visit to advocate war, a sit-in of war vets in Toledo, and more than 200 from the Cleveland-area going to a "Not In Our Name" anti-war rally in NYC, peace movement activities are increasing. Activists have called for increased anti-war activities throughout the region. [ Cleveland Anti-War Demo (Nov. 16) | Akron Anti-War Demo (Oct 24) | National Anti-War]
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